F., ca 11/2017

 I will hold you close enough
    to hear my heart beat
I will let you near enough
to know my skin and scars.

Fragments of my world
might become familiar to you…
But I cant let you have
my soul or know my mind 
completely.

You will share your nights
with me, sipping tea in bed
Pillow chat, sweet talk

all honest and revealed

while I tuck in words

and pieces in the corners of my brain

so you wont have all

of me.

I have loved and I 

have burned, but

I cant to this again, 

not now, not yet.

Maybe one day I will 

forget, my heart will mend, and one could 

have a peak at me

I will however be there

to hold you and support

you while you share yourself

with me, I will be

alongside you.